I’m not sure why, but I ask him “Are you going to see Grant again?” I notice that his pants are bulging, and he’s making no attempt to hide it from me. “I’m just kidding,” he says, but something tells me he’s not kidding. Now I’m thinking “Is he joking, or is he serious”? “OK, but only if you cum in my mouth,” he joked. I didn’t know what to say, but finally as a joke I said “Hey, it’s no big deal – you can suck me too if you want,” and laughed. I still wasn’t sure what I was feeling, but my cock was really hard now – it was aching. I felt tension, and I started thinking “why did he tell me this” and wondering if he was going to try something. Then we just sat there quietly for a while. “Good, because I’m not gay either,” I told him. I asked him ”Are you gay – is that what you’re telling me?” Was I jealous? Matt was my best friend, and even though I had never had romantic feelings towards him, it seemed wrong that he would do something so intimate like this with someone else. I was surprised and feeling some strange things.
He said they wanked each other off, and then went to sleep. I feel my cock hardening in my pants, and wonder if he can see it? I’m alone with my best friend who’s just confessed to sucking some guys cock, and wanking him off. I’m trying to picture the scene, and I’m not sure what I’m feeling. “I dare you to touch my cock” to “stroke my cock” to “wank my cock”, and then eventually to “I dare you to put my cock in your mouth”. He told me he had had a sleep over at one of his school friends (Grant) the previous week, and they were just playing cards – with a few drinks – playing strip poker (which seems a pretty gay thing for 2 guys to do) and once their clothes were off, they started doing dares. I just laughed and said “No way! When? With who?” He showed me one of the photos, of a guy with a huge cock in his mouth and said “I’ve done that.”
I wasn’t sure where this was heading, but I was curious to find out. “You’ve got to promise that you won’t tell anybody – I mean it.” There was group scenes as well, including guys sucking guys.Īs I looked at all these scenes of messy sex, I couldn’t help but be aroused – I was 18 after all, and at that age looking at the Big W catalogue bra page would give me a boner.Īs we looked at the pages of the porn mag Matt said to me “Can I tell you a secret?” There was close-ups of cocks in pussies, and cocks in mouths, and cum covered faces. It was a hardcore porn magazine from Europe, and inside there was stuff I had never seen before.
One night when he came over he said he had something to show me. We were neighbours and Matt used to come over to my place when my parents went out for dinner with friends. Having said that, as a teen I had this friend and we did engage in what can only be described as bi-sexual behaviour, and sure – I guess it was experimental – at first – but it’s hard to say something is experimental when you do it about 20 times. I don’t want to touch them, kiss them and I never look at guys with any sort of sexual thoughts. Let me say straight off that I don’t consider myself bi-curious.